Oh, please...

You're trying to find a reason why. Why she choose another man. Why she left you. The truth is you're the one who left her behind. The fact is eleven month is a long time to get a life on. She had already moved on. Why can't you just accept that.

For that reason, I pity you...

Don't try to compare yourself with him. It just make you silly. A new car make you looks rich and cool? No, lad, it's a very shallow thinking. You think the material things? Not the money. No, it's the love and affection. Another man gives that to her, and it makes her feel very rich.

The truth is, you can't live alone while she's not alone. You can't accept the fact that she's happy without you. She's loving another person that is not you.

For that reason, I pity you...

You just wanted to look better than him. If he said he'll graduate in July, the next day you told everyone that you'll graduate on June. But the truth is, you're already late two year, buddy.
You don't need to force yourself to prove that you're better than him. Just to make her to look at you. But you know what, she doesn't even care for you.

For that reason, I pity you...

You're telling the story to all the people you know. You're looking for supports, you're trying to justify yourself. You're looking for people to make him and her look wrong. In the end, everyone tells you to leave them alone. You can't accept that, can you?
Jealousy envies you.

And for that reason, I pity you...

When suddenly the man came, you meet him, you just try to look cool and call your (ex)honey the way you wanted to. You just try to make her look like she still loves you. That makes you become the winner. But you're already lose. Since you're running away and just take a look at them from a distance. You're trying not to confrontate, you can say that. But I say it's just the act of a cowardice. You're coward and can't even have a face-to-face situation.

For that reason, I pity you...

You're placing your-new-girl-with-you pictures. But then you said that you want to be with your ex, you write how you love her much. Please, consider your new-girl's feelings, moron. Learn to act mature sometimes, not from the age, but from the way you ACT.

How many times, really, do I have to pity you?



PS:
Past is already past. She used to love you. It was, not is.
And please, don't even compare yourself to me.
She loves me for the side that you completely don't have.

And you know what, I don't even care for you. So stop to think that I'll get irritated by your acts, it just make you looks silly.
What can I say. The truth is I laughed at you so many times: you even pronounced LOSER with a double "O", haha...

renungan di awal desember...

...setelah ke Jakarta dalam rangka Annemarie tampil dalam acara PL Fair hari Minggu kemarin:
1. apa jadinya hidup kita tanpa jalan tol Cipularang.
2. udara panas Jakarta masih membuat saya kesal.
3. mode fashion cewe-cewe SMA sekarang: kaos oblong dengan celana pendek ("Celana di atas lutut!" kata Uncrit).
4. Samsons mempunyai aksi panggung yang lumayan bagus.
5. The Adams ngepet, live-nya jauh lebih bagus dari Samsons.
6. begitu rupanya rasanya jadi artis tenar yang tampil dalam panggung besar 50 m x 10 m dengan sound system entah berapa ribu watt dan puluhan lampu menyala di atas panggung. sempat grogi juga main di stage kaya gitu, haha.
7. Kinky Burger di daerah Mayestik rasanya biasa saja dan sangatlah tidak kinky.
8. i cant live without AC di Jakarta.
9. tidur di pelukan kekasih hati sangatlah menyenangkan (dan menenangkan juga).
10. it's good to be back in Bandung again dan makan bubur di subuh hari dengan udara dingin menyegarkan sehabis hujan walaupun menggigil agak kedinginan.

Cukup waktu berkontemplasi.
Sekarang waktunya beraksi, reaksi dari hasil kontemplasi.

Hmm, bagaimana dengan Anda semua?
Sudahkah Anda berkontemplasi di awal bulan ini?