...don't you just love goodbyes?

i'm caught in a symmetry of your mind
but i'm not happier than you
my words are frail not audible
they do not even convince me
perhaps they are untrue
truly with you the worst is always true
did i really see you or was it a dream
dreaming that it was seamless
i never hoped to be as benign as me
funny how you always get through
in time, you realize
with no interruption of what you had back then
in time, i realize
i really see you, it wasnt a dream
dreaming that it was seamless
yes, you can call me a fool
to not noticing how you stand right here in front of me
until recently
now, both of us know it is too late
time slips away
but i dont want time to run backward, again
i want you
but i dont want to be any part of you
i care for you
but i dont want to be in one of your memories
it will never worked,
that same thing always comes up to my mind
i dont want to even try
so i wont care for you
like i really supposed to
because there are things i'll do
that could really hurt you
ironically, you have been very lovely to me
but just saved yourself for someone’s sweet caress,
not me...