Resolutions, Goddam Resolutions

A new year makes people create their new resolution. I see it almost on every page I visited: I want to be like this, I want to be like that, I hope I could do this, I hope I could do that. Is it quite helping? Creating an objective someone has to achieve?
For me, I didn't make it for my own special reason: I don't like resolutions. I've tried it two years before, and nothing I achieved. Later, it turned out to be such a disappointing things when I accomplished none of it. Well, I didn't really think about the disappointment effects because I focused my mind on different things and I already forget about all that goddam resolutions.

So I didn't make any resolutions last year, and it DID make me feel better. Except when everyone like asked me, "What are your resolutions?" or, "Did you make some resolutions this year?" I just simply answered them, "No, I don't have any," and then continued with, "And if I have it, why should I told you anyway? Well, it's MY OWN resolutions, I think?" Yep, that's the way it is. People just love to get into other people's business. Ask this, ask that, as if they could do something big to contribute in other people's life so they could become something special to others. It really make them feel better, to know that someone appreciates them that much. But for me, it's bothering. Funnily, if I get angry to them for wanted to know my things, they just think that I am a BAD person, not them. It's just like that and I become the GUILTY one.

Hmm, let's go back to that resolution things. Now, when I think about it again, I admit to hate the resolutions. No, I don't hate people who made resolutions. But yes, I hate people who made this kind of resolutions: I just want to be a better me. Of course, you all goddam idiot, everyone wants to be better. The problem is HOW and WHAT to do so you can be a better person? It's like you just want to hope and do nothing; sloth has consume your mind too much. It's like you want to be far-and-great-better, but it turns out to be okay if you just improve just-a-little-bit-better. It's okay as long as there's something better improvement even though it's just a litte. Such a pathetic person you people are. I think it's the same as if they never made any resolutions. Just consider the gap between that great-better and that a-bit-better; it can have a great distance between them but they just pretends as if it doesn't matter.

So I don't like the idea of making new resolutions. They're tend to turns out to be just phonies things anyway. You won't think about it later when you think you should. It's like rules, which made to be broken. So why people should think about resolution anyway?